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I've come to a conclusion that people will never ever be loved if they don't love themselves. Some people who believe in showing their love to everyone think that is the best for our society. I was confused of this ideology over two months. But now, I gradually get understanding of it. Of course, we have to give our love before we get love from others, but we have to know if it is worth for. It is not about the money. It is just about the love whom I wanna give to. I can't help everyone, but I can't help the one I wanna help.

Recently, I've been through a real story that just happened to me. My friend and I were sitting and having our dinner in the Mos Burger. After 35 minutes, a homeless came in the store and sit next to our table. I didn't think that is a big deal to me. Everyone has his/her right to come to Mos Burger and have a seat. However, my friend, who speaks love everyday, resisted sitting over and like to move. It is fine to move to another table, but it is unnecessary to act out. That is why now I start to dislike the person who only speaks in a sage-like.

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I've realized that I am just like an orphan in financial market. The knowledge that I learn from the school is just like a shit to those who have already been working in financial fields. I confess that I am kind of looking down on some, who are currently studying at college in Taiwan or already graduated, since most of them know nothing about the finance. Ironically, when I talked to experienced employees, they had same thoughts, thinking about who the fuck this guy is, stop trying to be professional here, that is kind of stupid to talk to. I swear that I get same idea when I talk to those who are actually specialized in nowhere. Hence, from now on, I will keep myself humble and stay foolish on everything, as Steve Jobs said in Stanford University.

I went to Kaohsiung with my cousin last weekend and visited some places which are meaningful to those who are generally old. The small decayed buildings are currently vacant and are waited to demolish by Government. My uncle said that was the places they had lived in their childhood. I've seen many paintings on the wall, which are just by an old man. Thereafter, it becomes a landscape in Kaohsiung even though it will be demolished soon. Wish that would not happen soon. All in all, this is an amazing trip and gets me exhausted.