Research Analyst!!!

I left Chinatrust at the midst of April and started to work at a equity research firm in the hope of making tons of money, and of course, this position is my dream job. I remember I told my boss that I shouldn't care that much of my salary as long as I was accepted. And, I got accepted.

I've been working at this firm for few months and visiting many companies for a discussion of industry and capital market with their CEO's or Chairman. By doing so, we've received a lot of information with respect to the visited companies, or currency and global financial market in order to make decision.

Journal!!

Remember the day I arrived at Taiwan in the evening, I told myself I had to get back to USA once having something in my resume. But, I needed to finish my military service first. During the serving time,  I've followed Chris Huang's suggestion to get some Financial certificates, which are approved by our Government. Although they couldn't be a significant, or valuable weapon for me to trigger a war, they are the minimum requirements for me to join the war. I, indeed, took and pass some of them, but failed the most important one. Therefore, I lost the chance to apply a position in equity firms. During the time I'd been looking for an equity research assistant, I got refused due to lack of the one I failed. Because of it, I, in turn, started to look for a position in banking industry. Luckily, I received an offer from Chinatrust with an acceptable pay as well as a well-established 6 months' training program. I've learned a lot of knowledge from it. At the end of training program, I took the final presenting test, which I've had to pick one of reports that I wrote in the program; thereafter, I had to present it with sufficient information, in order to answer questions that exam's committee would ask. If I couldn't answer them correctly, I would probably fail the training program. all of us were working hard to check, to ask, and to discuss "what-if scenarios" that would happen in the final test. One week later, I received a pass notification from HR and was assigned to one of RMs, whom I respect very much. Since then, I've worked overtime almost everyday.

Journal!!!

I am afraid losing anyone whom I love very much.
God, please give us a chance to do what we have to do and are able to raise our families up.
I am afraid of seeing my families' crying, because I couldn't do anything for them.
God, please let us overcome this tragedy with given power.
I am afraid of waiting for the result, because it's the reality.
God, please let us go through the road with given signs in this harsh reality.

What shall we do in the lifetime?
Actually, we couldn't do anything according to a great man. That's true.
We've always got nothing to be ready for the war.
When white gentlemen and lady walk out the small room, the only answer we expect is everything done well. Fortunately, we won the first war and have to face more of it. Hope we can always be the winner.

I am not afraid of spending all the money, because I know how to make it.
I am not afraid of taking care of, because that's the best and only way for me to do.
I am not afraid of everything, as long as it is given a chance to try.
Please, God, let us be around its feather peacefully.

God please bless us.

Journal!!!

It's already been 6 months at CTBC as an ARM. Back to the first date I walked in the office, I was like a kid. Even now, I am still a kid, but at least have something. I've gradually had a little sense of what industry is. Hope I can be much better. At the first week of 2015, I am just like a solder and wait for an arrangement, which I've got no ideas where I will be assigned to.

2014 is actually not a good year for me, especially I've done nothing with my certificated license of equity. Also, I left my military service at January, but got a job at July. Maybe, the best I've done is arranging my best friend to go abroad. Her girlfriend must hate me. Wish she could forgive me, lol.

I don't know when the time is for me to head back to USA, where I plan to obtain a MBA degree. After two years, I can't still make a decision and afraid of making it. It seems like I've lost my courage. Wish I can get it back as soon as possible.