Journal

In the course of three months, I have done nothing. There isn't anything I have gotten, but my attitude changed. In the past, I rushed and pushed myself to get what I am longing for. Now, I kicked myself out of target, slowing down myself and putting me in a position without uncertainty. I live in routinely schedule and lose in a steady path. Life is boring, but has no ways to change. Pursuant to law, I have to. So, I have done nothing. Surprisingly, I can smile and get greater motivation in this fucking shit. I don't feel hatred of this shit. Indeed, it is a shit if nothing I can physically get. I can only take shits from everyone in daily life. But, sometimes taking shits encourages me, especially for an immovable shit. Take and eat it, that is the only way.
Despite the fact that I have gotten nothing, I would like to say I strength my mentality that I wasn't paying attention before. I've thought that I could be successful as long as I devote myself learning knowledge. In fact, the most powerful knowledge is mentality. Look back to 1960s, people lived in a tougher situation. Look now, we have a much better living standard than before, but we sucks. We lose our intrinsic value in a great pace of development. We lose our mentality while obtaining physical modern masterpiece. I think I have already found a way to learn what perseverance is.